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HappiGoth A wonderful shot of queer punk rock rage. Transgressive, beautiful & proud. XO is an album that \i'm going to return to over and over I hope it gets a vinyl release soon ;-) Favorite track: Mother's Day.
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1.
Rope 03:10
Verse Born to live a life of terror and pain Fearing nobody will remember my name Oh, it’s startin Welts on my back I gotta get to church Down on my knees Rebuke the devil’s work Oh, it’s bindin Pre-chorus I feel the pressure from every which way Be enough for everyone (Repeat) Hook I’m frightened It’s tightenin Like a rope around my neck It’s tightenin (Repeat) Bridge Walk like this, talk like that Switch those hips, fuckin’ fag Be a man, boys don’t cry Spread those legs just like that (Repeat)
2.
On God 03:37
Verse 1 In the month of June I was attacked Three different times in a single week I was so fuckin mad That I didn’t really eat And I could hardly sleep Sunglasses on that would never come off Pocketknife in hand I could never be soft In the month of June I was attacked By three men who all looked like me Chorus No fags, no femmes, no fats, no trans Actin like I wanna fuck but I know you wanna hit it On god mothafucka on god I’m on god mothafucka on god No pride, no truth, no love, no lie Wish that I could get to know you But you’d rather see me die On god mothafucka on god I’m on god mothafucka on god Hook God, god, god Don’t judge me God, god, god God loves me Verse 2 Do you know that I pray for you? Do you know that it makes me blue? The violence - a product of environments You were unloved Do you know that I fight for you? Do you know that God loves me too? There’s righteousness in silence Not backing down I’m speaking out Bridge No fags, no femmes, no fats, no trans Actin like I wanna fuck but I know you wanna hit it On god mothafucka on god I’m on god mothafucka on god No pride, no truth, no love, no lie Wish that I could get to know you But you’d rather see me die On god mothafucka on god I’m on god mothafucka on god Repeat Hook Coda Ego forti serve dei Humanem sanguinem quam densior (Repeat) God.
3.
Verse 1 I am not a pretty girl Ignore the rocks in my shoes Made from leather stolen from Forced labor in Indonesia Hook I’m one in a million For a dollar a day I’ll tell no one Verse 2 I am not a quiet girl I scream at the crack of a whip Forty acres and a mule Still waiting for reparations I am a defiant girl Brand me with your initials You’ll remember my name (name) Even when I’m skittish and feral Repeat Hook A rare diamond is red like blood Bridge We are the criminals So hypocritical Playing god with every third-world civilian Rapists and murderers Pillagers voyagers Corporate exploiters for massive consumption The stones on our necks And the ones on our screens Are the ones that we need To go live on TV To present to the world that we’re glamorous Amorous A million girls would kill for the job that A million girls have died for To die for to die for Oh, it’s to die for It’s to die for To die for To die for Repeat Hook Outro I’m one in a million A rare diamond is red like blood It’s our secret I’ll tell no one
4.
Canary 02:35
I learn my name I write with a number two pencil I work up to my potential I earn my name I come when called I jump when you circle the cherry I sing like a good canary I come when called I come, that’s all Send it up on fire deaf before dumb Send it up on fire deaf before dumb I clean the house I put all your books in an order I make up a colorful border I clean my mouth ‘Cause froth comes out Send it up on fire deaf before dumb Send it up on fire deaf before dumb
5.
Blueberry 04:22
Verse 1 I’m on the hill at Blueberry Gates Thinkin of your smile when you look my way It’s true babe It’s all for you babe So come and pick me up in your Chevrolet Before you go to war in the streets today Please don’t delay It’s all for you babe Pre-chorus I wear blue and white to see you Purple hearts beating wild With red red blood You’re hiding how much you love me Lay it down for your honor Your country Chorus And without you I’m barely breathin Everything is blue Everything is you Say you love me Before you leave Everything is blue Everything is you Verse 2 I’m waitin on the hill at Blueberry Gates Watchin the cars go by Hope your Chevrolet pulls up babe But you never come babe Last time I saw your face We got in a fight I heard you were with Lauren She fucked you right She’s acceptable But I’m not at all Repeat Pre-chorus Repeat Chorus Bridge Everything everything everything everything everything Everything is blue Everything is you (Repeat) Is blue Is you Outro Yeah without you I’m barely breathin (Repeat x4) Say you love me Before you leave Everything is blue Everything is you
6.
Orion 03:36
Verse 1 I believe in a Paris fantasy White lily daydream bout you Why can’t I have everything I want? I want you Pre-chorus Ooh (repeat) Chorus I remember road trips, birthdays I remember backseat head I remember finding letters from a lover you loved Better instead (Repeat) Orion x3 Verse 2 Orion make me say your name Like a prayer that I take in vain Down on my knees at the swimming pool So where’d you go? I don’t know why I long for you Repeat Pre-chorus Repeat Chorus Bridge Whatcha doin up there? Call your mother Call your mother Call your mother Repeat Pre-chorus until fade-out
7.
6 Jaguars 04:43
Verse 1 I’m so rich My diamonds drip Into my cereal From my fingertips When I eat Trix I chew on carats My daddy’s rabbit And I’m his kid Pre-chorus I eat foie gras The pond’s out back And 6 Jaguars are parked out front (parked out front) Chorus I got 6 Jaguars, 6 Jaguars, 6 Jaguars Parked out front livin large Wait till you see my garage I got 6 Jaguars, 6 Jaguars, 6 Jaguars Big fat cats havin fun Take my haters out to lunch Verse 2 I got my tits South of the border The kids in cages are payin for it I build a fortress High all around me Climb my walls babe They can’t touch me Repeat Pre-chorus Repeat Chorus Bridge They call me bitch if they don’t like me And a cunt if they despise me Does that tell you who I’m voting for, honey? If we win the next election Then it’s natural selection Bless America and no place else Repeat Chorus (out)
8.
Mother's Day 03:02
Intro Blood Blood Do you want Blood? Verse 1 Do you want blood? This is my body Given for you Remember me (Repeat) Pre-chorus I drink of the fruit From the vine From now on Till kingdom come (Repeat) Oooo Chorus Every Mother’s Day I plant a garden for you Every Mother’s Day I water new flowers in bloom Verse 2 I give you my blood My bones are dried My hope is lost I am cut off (Repeat) Repeat Pre-Chorus Ooooo Repeat Chorus x2 Outro Do you want blood? This is my body Given for you Remember me (Repeat)
9.
JFC 02:40
Verse 1 I get angrier each time I find myself tryna please you Doesn’t matter how I say that I don’t wanna appease you We hold the space for your feelings and your journey But when it comes your turn you don’t give a fuck about me Verse 1 (continued) The way that you demand that I always hold your hand That I care about your plans That your wishes are commands Like you’re god on a cross And I worship at your feet But Hook Jesus fucking Christ I don’t owe you fucking anything Verse 2 You steal from the people and you steal from the land and you bite every hand who ever fattened you up And you love when I burn You motherfuckers never learn that Hook Jesus fucking Christ I don’t owe you fucking anything Bridge I got time for my freedom My joy I don’t got time for your bullshit Oh boy Verse 3 I can’t believe all the ways that a great white lie Wanna ruin how I live my best black life But you won’t get me down No you can’t kill my vibe No won’t break my stride You’ll never be I I I And if hoes mad They can stay mad Cause Hook Jesus fucking Christ I don’t owe you fucking anything Verse 1 (continued) repeat x 2 Repeat Bridge Repeat Verse 3 Outro And if hoes mad They can stay mad Cause Jesus fucking Christ
10.
The Hatred 03:30
Verse 1 Is it a crime To want our fellow man to be accountable? To document the lies Coming from their mouths? To record the conversations Meant to dismantle? Pre-chorus The order of destruction is the world The order of corruption is the creed Cynicism kills all hope for peace And I resign Chorus Should I Give into the hatred of the world? The hatred of The hatred of the world Align myself with devils that I know The hatred of The hatred of the world Mmm Verse 2 How many people do you think Have died since 16Whatever? How many people do you think Have perished since the dawn of time? How many women (and girls)? How many children (round the world)? How many Black kids Walking with their hoodies up high? They shoot to kill for No real reason why So I resign Repeat Chorus Outro Like rocks thrown at Black boys and girls On the way to school With rabid whites Like every gun shot to the Heads chest spines Of those Who had the spines Like the atom bomb That forced our hand After millions tossed in ditches Like slabs of meat Does it hurt? Good.
11.
XO 04:27
Intro I love you Verse 1 Are you troubled? I see you crying (I love you) I see you lock yourself In bathroom stalls While you’re at school The kids don’t like you I hear you’re threatenin To kill yourself Someone should reach out Someone should check on you They say it’s darkest Just before the dawn I found your diary You wrote a death wish You’d be surprised To survive 21 Chorus I love you XO XO (Repeat) Verse 2 You fuckin made it You made it out the hood You finished college and Moved to New York Just like you always Told everyone you would You are the baddest bitch I fuckin know You drink in hotels And sleep with wealthy men Pick up the tab For your fairweather friends But you’re still lonely It’s you against them all It’s you you’ve gotta love Until the end Repeat Chorus Bridge Turn it around, baby You’re fallin down lately Turn it around, baby You’re gonna save me Back to step one, darlin Who are you? Back to step one It won’t break you Don’t let it break you Repeat Chorus (out)

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XO is my debut album.

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released September 4, 2020

All songs written by MLM, expect "Canary," written by Liz Phair.

All songs produced by Rich Dasilva and MLM, except "Orion," produced by Rich Dasilva, Maluca, Blew Velvet and MLM.

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